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A Hitchhiker's Journey Back Home.....
Namaste
to All who
take a
moment to
ready my
words...
Greetings...
My Name is
Aria,
I am a
hitchhiker, as you
read my
story you
will find I
have taken
the long way
home.
There is a
lot to be
said about
hitchhiking;
walking,
watching,
discovering,
joining....
you do get to
experience
so many
colors and
experiences.
Needless to
say, I have
seen a lot
of the world
on my
journey...
and my
journey
continues.
I’m not
relevant to
anyone’s
personal
search. I’m
just a
finger
pointing at
the moon.
There’s
nothing to
be learned
from the
finger; my
finger, just
a single
point of
view with
the sounds
and colors
and the ever
changing
environment;
like the
season of
the Sun.
From this
point of
view; my
story
continues.....
As I child,
I was always
very
intuitive, I
knew when
people were
going to
die, and I
could see
the auras
around
people from
a very early
age.
My father
being in the circus
as a elephant
trainer,
caused me to
grow up in
this very
unusual
environment,
that taught me to
totally surrender to
God
constantly.
In 1983 I
had reached
a point in
my life
where I had
been a
successful
business
women. I
owned a
small
software
company in
Florida and
had been
consistently
making money
and spending
it to full
fill my life
dreams.
At one point
in July
1983, I had
just
finished
buying new
furniture at
my lake home
and I
remember
sitting
there
thinking,
"IS THIS ALL
THERE IS TO
LIFE?"
What I was
talking
about was
isn't there
more to life
then just
buying more
cloths,
spending
money on
more
and more material
things?
The next
week-end as
synchronization
would have
it, I
just
happened to
be in a
Ramada Inn
and noticed
a sign,
Psychic
Reading
Today.
That day was
the
beginning of
many changes
and a new
chapter with
many
adventures
for me.
I had a
Psychic
Reading and
I was told
me, that I
had a
mission in
life; I
would be
teaching
classes and
helping
others
realize
their gifts
of the
spirit.
She
acknowledged
my natural
Psychic
Abilities
and I ask
her, where
could I go,
to be more
open to True
Spiritual
wisdom. She
told me
about a Raja
Yoga
Meditation
center in
Lutz Florida
and told me
that would
be a good
place to
start .
The very
next week, I
had a client
in Orlando
Florida, I
was a
computer
programmer
for
Automobile
Dealership.
When I
arrived at
the client
in Orlando I
was told
that it
would be two
hours before
the
contracts
would be
available
for
programming
so I left
the
dealership.
Since I had
the extra
time, I went
to a New Age
Book Store
that I had
heard about.
When I
walked into
the door of
the small
book store,
a video was
playing of
the Ram
Channeling.
At this
point in my
life, I did
not know
what
channeling
was, but I
listened to
that last
hour of the
Video and
heard the
very end of
the Hawaii
Video.
Ram said;
You are
God..... "
WOW, as he
continued to
explain and
speak his
worlds seems
to awaken
and resonate
to something
deeply
within me.
Ram
continued,
"I am going
to show you
how a master
awakens his
connection
to the Lord
God of his
being; Arise
Masters.
All of a
sudden
everyone in
the little
shop stood
up and I
joined them,
and we
mirrored
exactly the
words and
actions that
Ram was
doing and
saying to
awaken our
Lord God
connection.
As I
listened to
Ram on
that day,
and
performed
his
awakening
exercise, I
knew in that
moment, my
life was
changed
forever.
Over the
following
few months,
I made
arrangements
for the Ram
Video's to
be played in
the Tampa
Bay Area a
few times.
I attended
many Ram
events in
Tampa and
Seattle
Washington.
In fact, I
was pretty
much a
complete Ram
groupie from
1983 to
1989.
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"Behold, Oh Ye Shining Ones, Ye
Men and Gods..."
The Term "Shining One" - In
Hinduism and Buddhism, a group of
exalted spiritual begins or gods. The
term Devi is derived from the Sanskrit
for "Shining One". |
In 1991 I
traveled to
India and
visited many
Ashrams, Sai
Baba, Swami
Nagananda
and others
spiritual
Masters
of the
East.
During
that
trip, it was the
Children's
Home Where I
FIRST had
the
experience
of the
Sacred Amerit
(Honey
Like)
pour
from my
hands.
In the
children's
home,
they had
a temple
meeting
room and
we
arrived
early to
attend
Prayers.
The
temple
Hindu
Pundant
put a
very
very
small
round
metal
disk...
it was
about
the size
of a
dime
with Sai
Baba's
picture
on it.
The dime
size
disk was
placed
in my
hands
and
almost
immediately
Amerite
like
Honey
began to
pour
from the
palms of
my
hand....
enough
to FILL
a small
size
Pepto-Bismol
bottle.
I keep
this
bottle
for
years
and it
remained
fresh...
it
tasted
like
Roses
with
Honey....
and had
a very
unique
smell of
Roses.
It was
the
Honey of
immortality.
A few
months after
I return
from India
I also had
the
experience
similar to Sai Baba of
the Ash
coming from
my hands
during
meditation.
I
noticed
my whole
condo
would
smell
like
roses....
during
those
years,
when I
was
meditation
about 5
hrs a
day, I
had many
other
worldly
experiences..
that
simply
could
not be
logically
explained.
I had no
control
over
these
things.
They
just
happened.
These
things
are the
next
step in
our
evolution.
I am
sure if
a cave
man came
to our
world,
he would
be
amazed
at our
ability
to
create
fire
with a
match or
a
lighter...
but in
our
world,
these
things
are
normal.
Perhaps,
NORMAL
is
changing.
I believe it
is wonderful
to
EXPERIENCE
these types
of events...
all things
in this
world are a
MIRROR of
who you
are... so
why do some
many people
CHOSE to
WORSHIP the
form in the
mirror
rather than
REALIZE " I
AM THAT"...
this is a
wonderment
for me.
There
was a
long
time
that I
was a
seeker
in the
outer
world....
then one
day I
became a
finder
of a
place
that was
not
within
this
world...
but
contained
it.... a
place where
all the
answers to
your
questions
can be given
in the
twinkling of
an eye.
Also around
this time in
the early
1990's I had
purchased a
Hyper-Dimensional
Resonator..
It is a
White Light
Generator...
and is sold
as a Time
Travel
Machine. I
had many
very
interesting
experiences
using this
machine and
it was
around this
time that I
was able to
be consumed
in deeper
states of
mediation. I
perhaps will
write a book
about all of
these things
one day, but
there are
too many to
go into
here.
~S ~E~E ~I~N~G~
Without the
Normal
Eye...
During
this
point in
my life,
I began
to study
consciously
during
the
dream
state
when I
went to
sleep at
night...
also it
was
during
this
time
that I
began to
SEE with
my eyes
close....
and I
began to
have
teachers
appear
to me in
my home
or while
I was
out and
about in
the
outer
world. I
do not
know if
it is
truly
your
LIGHT
BODY
that is
seeing
but
believe
me, you
can
see...
with
you're
eyes
close.
This I
believe
is the
beginning
stages
in the
development
of
SUPERNORMAL
Abilities...
These
events
are
facilitated
by using
the
Phase
Space
that
each
person
has...
it is
mastered
by
becoming
CONSCIOUS
in an
UN-CONSCIOUS
WORLD.
If you
are able
to
devote
your
time to
the
deeper
states
of
meditation....
you can
quickly
develop
the
ability
to SEE
oneself
from the
INSIDE
as if
you are
watching
a TV
Screen
or
Computer
Screen
with
your
eyes
close.
I will take
a moment to
explain how
I first
started
seeing what
I call the
Shining
Ones and
other Teachers. During
this period
of time I
was not
involved in
any groups.
I was
simply meditating
for 4 to 6
hours a day
deeply.
Meditation
for me was
like a drug
during this
time, I
wanted more
and more.
I hardly
left my
home, I was
simply
absorbed in
going deeper
and deeper
in
Meditation. One day, I was
just sitting
in my
room at my
home; I had
earlier been
in a very
deep state
of
meditation.,
at this time
I was not
meditating
just being
quiet.
I was wide awake...
when all of a
sudden, a
small tiny
round
lavender
blue dot
appeared in
my room.
Many times
during
meditation I
had seen
this
lavender
blue sphere
but today it
was
different. The
lavender
blue dot
appeared in
my home, and
it begins to grow larger
and larger
and became a
sphere. I
can see a
holographic
form of a
beautiful
man.
Soon, he
simply
walked out
of the Blue
Dot.
He was the
most
beautiful
man I have
ever seen.
He wore a
turbine and
a beautiful
blue outfit. He began to
appear to me
many times.
It seems to
me he would
download me
a book full
of wisdom.
I would feel
energized
and filled
with love
and
appreciation
for all of
life.... I
was
overflowing
with
information
after his
visits.
I was
so buzzed....I
could not
write the
information
that I was
given
fast enough.
I
began to go
deeper and
deeper
within and
meditation
was so easy
for me, I
simply loved
it... it
became like
food for me.
During my
days to
come, as
soon as I
have a
question the
answer would
just be
within me.
This was the
beginning
point of
being
connected to
an
indescribable
infinite
voids.... I
began to
notice that
even while
in these
voids, there
seemed to be
qualities
that were
devoid of
properties.
The most
amazing
thing that I
have noticed
is, that
even within
the voids,
there are
qualities of
being
without....
I can not
put words to
express what
I have
experience,
however, I
fully
recognize
that "I
retained"
Consciousness
regardless
of the
experience.
Isa
once said:
"We are
already
avatars who
are
hypnotized
into
believing we
are human.
We must
evaluate who
we are and
what we
believe, not
in the
conscious
mind, but in
the hidden
subconscious
mind."
Although
many of my
deeper
meditation
states are
very
difficult to
express in
words, I
totally
realized the
expanded
infinite
relationship
to myself as
finite in a
human form.
I realized
the
preciousness of all life
and most
importantly,
the residue
of which has
allowed me
to see
clearly the
human
aspects of
a human
personality
self and
others.
The many
games of
life....
that "I AM".
What more
can I can, I
am it all.
During this
period I had
many
"DOWNLOADS"
of
information,
and realized
that ALL
PEOPLE are
ALREADY
ILLUMINATED...
and IN
FACT....
ANYTHING
that you can
PERCEIVE
ABOUT
SELF... is
ALREADY
TRUE....
Each person
is simply
CHOOSING TO
EXPRESS a
FROZEN
ENERGY of
some IDEA of
self form
the Highest
to the
lowest
point-of-view. In
fact,
scientist
already know
that due to
Phase Space
14 times
within each
second we
ASCEND and
REORGANIZE
ENERGY.
If you
AWAKEN
CONSCIOUSLY
during these
ASCENSION
TIMES... or
ASCENSION
PROCESS...
you can
CHANGE your
human
LIFE... and
become the
WATCHER of
the FLOW of
the Energy
Field... and
RE-INVENT
YOURSELF...
as you truly
wish. This
is how the
MAGIC and
MIRACLES
HAPPEN...
people who
assist you,
simply have
the ability
to USE this
Phase Space,
out of TIME,
to REARRANGE
the ENERGY
to CHANGE
the current
PROJECTED
ENERGY
PATTERN. It
is only the
INVESTMENT
in your
PERSONALITY
that keep
you
stagnated in
this world.
It is our
investment
in the
PERSONALITY
and the
ENERGY in
the CELLS
that stop
us.
But, as your
mind AWAKENS
and becomes
CONSCIOUS...
you can
change your
life... as
well as help
others to
MASTER this
process..
The PRAYER
does work,
because, it
RE ARRANGES
the ENERGY
during the
Phase Space
time that
you have
Ascended...
so truly, we
each and
every day do
this, it is
mostly
un-conscious
to most.
Earlier on
my journey,
while I was
working with Swamji, and
as a child I
remember I
had seen
GOLDEN
people. They
were very
see thru.
They wore
cloths just
like you and
me, but
their
garments
looked like
golden light
particles.
They
communicate
telepathically.
After their
visit, I
felt like I
had been
downloaded
with a full
book of
knowledge.
In addition,
several
times when I
with both
Ma-fu and
Ram I was
able to see
Illuminated
Shining
Beings.
Perhaps it
was a
blessing,
from an
early age, I
had always
been able to
see. Perhaps
because I
was left
alone a lot
in Boarding
School, my
mind seemed
more
immature
than most of
my friends.
I would say,
I was a late
bloomer....
more
immature
than most
people my
age.
One
time I was
sitting in
the back of
the Temple
at Para-mat
Dharma , I
was alone in
the temple
meditating.
Soon, two
girls came
in to
present a
lie to the
shrine in
the room,
and as they
were going
through
their
ritual, I
saw a light
being in
Golden Light
appear, they
could not
see him
obviously
because they
were doing
their Pooja
and moving
the tray
Through the
golden light
being... in
a way it was
quite
humorous;
they did not
see him. It
was a great
lesson for
me to
understand
that each
time we do a
sacred
ritual to
any Master,
Saint or
illuminated
Being, they
are truly
there to
receive and
give
blessings.
In addition,
I have watch
people who
could not
see them,
walk through
them, it is
quite
humorous.
The Egyptian
Book of the
Dead
"Behold, oh
ye shining
ones, ye men
and gods..."
"I speak
with the
followers of
the gods. I
speak with
the dead. I
speak with
the shining
ones."
The Egyptian
name is "Benu"
which means
"the
Ascending
One".
All
through
my life,
I have
been
exposed
to the
unusual
and many
mystical
magical
moments.
Including
many
miracles
and
beyond
the
ordinary
experiences.
Here is
some
information
about My
Experience
With the
Shining
Ones and
The
Masters
who
commune
in the Valley
of The
Immortals.
A few
times
over the
years I
was
taken to
the
Valley
of
Immortals.
This is a place where Masters have attained such a degree of love and purity that they are no longer SUBJECT to Time, Distance, space or The rules of this world. They are the Immortal ones.
What I
now
understand
is the
Immortals
who
exists
there
are
vibrating
at a
frequencies
rate of
total
unconditional
love.
No
anger,
rage or
distortion
within.
They are
beings
who are
helping
guide
humanity
from the
higher
frequency
planes.
Most are
teachers
who work
with
other
people
on our
planet
today in
this
world.
I was
allowed
to visit
there,
with my
teacher,
not
allowed
to stay
because
I have
not
maintained
my
mental
frequencies
in a
balanced
way to
stay
there.
When I
was
taken
what
happened
was in
just a
breath
one
world
dissolved
and
another
world
appeared.
I seemed
to
travel
within
the Blue
Lavender
sphere
that my
teacher
appeared
within. The word
travel
does not
feel
correct
because
it did
not
appear
that I
went
anywhere,
just
appeared
someplace
different.
I simply
do not
completely
understand
the
mechanics
to
express
the
truth of
"HOW IT
HAPPENED"...
the
residue
of what
happened
will
always
be with
me.
I have now realized
that I did
not need to
go anywhere
to make a
connections
with these
Bright
Illuminated
Shining
Beings.
I just
needed to go
deeply into
meditation
daily and
maintain the
connection
to the
infinite
voids.
During this
time, I
began to
receive
mantras
while in
meditation.....
I would just
hear
them.....
the words
were gone
from my
mind.... and
I heard
SOUNDS...
that would
carry me
into the
voids.
They
began to
appear
wherever I
was. This
was the
beginning of
another 5
years of
deeper state
of Samadi
Meditation
going deeply
into the
void and
total
removal from
this world's
day to day
activities.
Also during
this period,
I started
being
visited by
another type
of Shining
One.
These being
did not come
from a
lavender
blue sphere,
these golden
being would
just appear
to me. They
would appear
when I was
shopping or
when I was
just at home...
with clients
on air
planes and in
meditation.
I now
understand
that the
lavender
Blue sphere
is a vehicle
for my
teacher to
travel in....
and we each
have our own
Blue Sphere
to travel
in... and
project
holograms
within...
Now to speak
about the
Golden
Shining
Beings,
these do
not use a
Lavender
Blue sphere
to travel
in.... they
simply
appear and
are around
all the
time.
I could
write a
complete
book about
the many
many
experiences;
including a
divorce, a
period of
being
homeless and
living out
of one suite
case; having
everything I
owned taken
from me; and
many opportunities
for total
surrender to
God and the
letting go
of this
world.
During this
part of my
life, I
would say
from 1990's
on, I
began to
exist more
as a
true
RENUNCIATION
of the
material
world,
that is, my
mind was
totally
divinely
oriented.
All my
thoughts and
attitudes
became
PRAYERFUL....
and my
actions
revolve
around
Devotion to
God within.
I also seem
to live in
two worlds
simultaneously,
that is, I
have not
totally
abandon my
life as a
human being
towards my
own day to
day life or
towards
others.
However, I
can say,
that I am
driven by
COMPLETE
SURRENDER of
the outcome
of my
life...
EVERY
BREATH, is a
deeper
surrender
and
communion
with the
Lord God of
My Being....
I notice
that even
the students
that come to
my nursing
classes,
after the
class is
complete,
although I
have
compassion
and
unconditional
love I have
no desire to
MANIPULATE
or PRAY a
magical
PRAYER FOR
the end
results of
their
effort.... I
live in "THY
WILL BE
DONE".
I offer my
who life to
God and I
simply
SURRENDER
myself
completely
to the
Highest part
of self, I
can imagine.
I realized
long ago,
with Saturn
in my 8th
house, it
created for
me a life
from early
on as a
renunciation
to the
things of
this world.
I seemed to
be BORN
Praying,
long long
before I
consciously
started my
Spiritual
QUEST... I
was born
prayer from
the time I
was a young
child.
Over the
years, of
course there
were many
dramas;
The Good...
The Bad...
and The Ugly
parts of
myself....
showing up
in it's full
glory... the
beautiful
and not-so
beautiful
stories with
the family, friends,
unknown people.
My human ego
has certainly
not always been an
Angel while
here.... and
isn't that
awesome,
that
in-spite of
my own
arrogance
and
ignorance, I
have still
been allowed
to be my
crazy
personality
self. ..
and still,
my mind is
prayerful,
and
surrendering
to the Lord
God of My
Being.
In addition,
and of
course, over
the many
years of my
life, I also
had many
Gurus,
Spiritual
Masters,
Saints,
Sages and
Illuminated
Beings that
I have had
the
blessings to
dance with and
grow, and
add depth
and
dimension to
my life.
I bless each
of dance of
life
events, for
I have came
to look
within
myself
deeply
during
the presence
of these
distorted stories of
my own
arrogant
human ego
and
ignorance.
After 9/11 I went through
a very trying 3 years of my
life... A bit homeless... and
wandering with no true
purpose.... I felt like I had
been stripped naked… at times
lazy and cursed by my family and
friends and then tossed to the
side of the curb… in many ways,
my own self-created hell... and
yet… In spite of it ALL…. I have
AROSE from my darkest hours and
became GREATER in spite of all
the personalities and life
events in my personal world. In
many ways... this was my
Ascension.
I know
now, as I
look back, I
have created
many
challenges
with other
as others
have also
challenged
me at times.. As
I take a
breath now,
and observe
these past
events; I
can say now
from a point
of truth
that ALL
THINGS that
spirit makes
manifest in
it's world
is for
purpose; to
shape and
round us
into that
one fine
morning when
we
Self-Realize
the glory of
God working
within ALL
things.
I take
those past events
to a higher
place and
find the
wisdom of
our life
joined now
as One
Within me,
together we
are truly
One VOICE
within the
many
expressions.
In 2003 I
found My
TRUE Spiritual Mate...
Smiles...
but wait,
When you
meet your MATCH,
you have a
PERFECT
MIRROR, of
the Good,
The Bad, and
Ugly... My
match is
a wonderful
man, the
greatest
gift is to
have someone
24 / 7 that
totally
respects you
as an equal
and totally
KNOWS what
you know and
where you
are coming
from.
The AWESOME
POWER of TWO
joining
together as
ONE... to
create is
also a very
good thing.
Magic
Happens.
What I have
loved most
is he
totally
understands
and can
express both
our more
MYSTICAL
Aspects "OF
SELF". We
both realize
the true
difference
of what is
"OF SELF" as
the
personality
Self... and
the REAL
SELF.
Yahoo...
What a great
blessing.
We
have watched
magnificent
things
happen
together as
we express
and
surrender
our-self
to our TRUE
Divine
Nature and
we have both
come to
realize that All Distance
is within
the Mind.
Our World
can only be
as VAST as
we can
Perceive our
life to be.
The Residue
of our
SURRENDER
Life, for
both me
and my soul
mate,
has been,
all things I
think about,
all thing I
want or need, are
given fast,
quick and
easily.
The old ways of
LET'S
MANIFEST by
doing C & E
or
Affirmation
and/or
Denial, and
not true for
me today.
However, the
funny thing
is, ALL
THINGS I
want COME TO
ME NOW...
effortless.
By the
Self-Mastery
of using the
Phase
Space....
LIVING OUT
OF TIME....
You simply
REARRANGE
the NOW....
It requires
the removal
of the
EMOTIONAL
INVESTMENT
in the
PICTURES in
this
world....
but you do
this
unconsciously
anyway... it
is much more
POWERFUL to
do it
CONSCIOUSLY.
I now
dedicate my
whole life
to the
Lord
God of my
Being.... as
a WHOLE
Sovereign
Self,
and within this
Place
of Silent...
the hidden
secrets
place within... is
where all
things are
revealed and
is the place
where I can
fly.
I bless the
many
opportunities
and awesome
Master Teachers,
Saints,
Sages and
Illuminated
Shining Ones who
have
revealed to
me and been
mirrors of
the many
aspects that
is within
us as I found
myself in this
world. The
greatest
gift was to
realize in
truth, I am
not truly of
this world.
it has been a
playground
for me to
play within.
I
have over
the years
proven to
myself over
and over
that every
journey
begins with
a idea, but
the Mystical
Magic within
any one
particular
thought or
idea is the
"ACTIONS" we
personally
take to make
know that
idea as a
reality....
and our
ability to
surrender
the results
to the our
highest and
best within....
and
REARRANGE
the ENERGY.
Sure, it
sometimes
takes hard
work
and time to
MASTER this
CRAZY SELF,
but it is the
journey to
the goal where the
blessings
are not the
end results.
Along our
journey of
being a
hitchhiker
in this
world, we
meet a lot
of wonderful
images "of
god"
EXPRESSING
the thoughts
and ideas
being
captured in
the minds
and
attitudes of
our family,
friends and
associates.
In closing I
must say
that
I’m not
relevant to
anyone’s
search. I’m
just a
finger
pointing at
the moon.
There’s
nothing to
be learned
from the
finger; Look
beyond the
finger and
See the Moon.
Enlightenment
is not like
graduating
from one
world to
another....
finishing
high school
going to
college. It
is None of
the above;
In fact,
when you are
finished
with ALL the
madness you
become ONE
with
yourself
alone.
Naked, with
no more
qualification
to make
yourself
better or
look better;
you just
allow
yourself to
BE. The
hunt is
gone, the
chase and
battles of
the ego are
no more.
Now you can
go out into
the world
and BE....
whatever you
want;
You are
relaxed and
truly living
your life.
and BEING
who you are.
Self-Honesty....
Self-Forgiveness.... Is The
Secret Key
This
is the NEXT
STEP to
become
Conscious
and AWARE.
Surrender to
the Changes
and Join
it... as
All Things
come from
the Self....
Live Within
Self... and Are Self...
# # #
Honor your
beautiful Self... Worship
your beautiful Self.
Your Lord
God Dwells WITHIN YOU.... As
You!
# # #
We Are Equal
and "The One" within "The ALL"
Find Your Self There....
As Life... As
All... As Equal... As "The One"
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